Good news
I met my boss today. I was all nervous, more than I expected myself to be. But everything went great and they want me back whenever I want/can/feel like coming back to work. There are many plusses of me starting working after Christmas that I am greatly relieved now. Besides, I think I talked to the absolutely NICEST person in the world today :D (I mean it!) who was soooo helpful and fixed my paycheck for parental leave (which I , because of many reasons, forgot to apply for), so the Christmas gifts are out of danger now. :D So I went ahead and treated myself with pink grapefruit shower gel from Bodyshop. :)


